Day 3

Today will be the day I take my 3rd BCP. I should be looking at how I can accomplish my goals while making my hormones better right? Yet... I am not. I haven't binged, that's a good thing. I still think I am not being fair to my husband and that one of us should leave... but in my heart I know that my head is just in the wrong place. I printed out the application forms for Lifelink but I don't know if the foster app is different or not. Both of us were overwhelmed when we looked at all of the information that they would require us to supply. I wish I could say that my trepidation magically disappeared but that would be a lie... the only thing that has appeared is the constant headache that I hope will go away with time.