Tuesday, June 30, 2009


Tomorrow starts a new month. A month of possiblilities. A month of potential.

Tomorrow a brave woman under goes a double mastectomy and can only hope that the big gaping holes in her chest will heal quickly.

Tomorrow I find out if I will ever breathe deeply again with out pain.

Tomorrow... hopefully the sun with shine down on both of us Tomorrow.

Friday, June 19, 2009

boring update

So next week we are going on vacation. It feels kind of like cheating since I haven't worked much this month as it is between playing catchup from being behind when my FIL was killed and then not getting much work because I was so far behind. I am hoping and praying that July is busier. If it isn't, then such is life but if August is slow too then I need to find something else to do. I may have to suck it up and get a back to school job anyhow and to do that I need to work in July. So... who knows. Right now, I am not using my time well and I really need to be better at that if things are slow in July.

My husband fell and fractured his elbow and broke something in his wrist on the day of his father's funeral. He went without it casted for 5 or more days but has been in a cast since that first week home. The first week he was in a long arm cast, which, even though I have never had one, has to be one of the most uncomfortable casts possible. Now he is in a short arm cast but he won't be out of it for at least 3 weeks. Which reminds me, I need to make that appointment.

So anyhow, we go on vacation and then the first 3 days we are back, we have doctors appointments. I have two and he has one. Not sure which of us will get the worst of it though. He needs to get a cavity filled but I am going in for a consult with the lung dr about the ct scan I had in May. Should be fun, fun, fun!

Still not feeling creative which is why this is an extremely boring post. I need to get moving on a special project. Maybe I can enlist the kids to help me over the week this week. Hmm... that might now be a bad idea.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Book Challenge

1. Aloha: Four inspiring novellas
2. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
3. New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
4. Love Afloat: Four inspiring novellas
5. Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
6. Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
7. Gossip Girl by Cecily von Ziegesar
8. Inside Out Girl by Tish Cohen
9. Amy and Isabelle by Elizabeth Strout
10. To Live Until We Say Goodbye by Elisabeth Kubler Ross
11. Singing Songs by Meg Tilly
12 Invasion by Robin Cook
13. Owning Jolene by Shelby Hearon
14. Rough Draft by James Hall
15. A Town Called Ruby Prairie by Annette Smith

This is for Dragondreamer's Lair Book Challenge

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Hanging in...

I'm here. Just slowly moving towards a new yet the same ol' life. Things have been nuts. The bathroom is still not done. Yes, we are in week 4. My husband broke his elbow and now most likely his wrist on the day of his father's funeral. We didn't find out until we got back on the Saturday after since we didn't check the messages at home while we were gone. He at least is in a short cast now so it is a bit more comfortable but not much.

Other cruddy things have happened since we got back and I just don't want to focus on the negative right now. Things that are pretty scarey and I know that I will need to face in the near future but I still am not sleeping that great and don't need anymore incentive not to sleep. I did actually have a bit of a binge yesterday so I guess my not eating is over. Now I just need to get back to taking my meds....