Friday, June 06, 2008

Still panicking...

Not as often but just as bad. Talking about it doesn't seem to be helping either since it just makes my husband mad. I woke up on Thursday with a very stiff neck and I can't seem to figure out how to make the pain go away.

I need this to get better... I need to stop freaking out about stuff and the only way that I know to do that is to get stuff done. But, the more that gets done, the more that I find that needs to get done so it is not helping.

I can function. I can do this. I can calm down. This needs to be my mantra.

It sure as hell doesn't help that we have a family party tomorrow that will take 4 hours to drive one way to and I have at least 12 hours of work that must get done this weekend.

I'm trying... but it is not working.

2 comments:

bethkyle said...

i send you all the calm i can

Pepper said...

So sorry you're going through this. I hope everything falls together effortlessly for you.