Today...

Today should be interesting to say the least. I have my appt with my Ob/Gyn for the endometrial biopsy. Conveinent that I also need to talk to her about a possible cyst. Blech. Last September I started to repound and gained 18lbs and I stopped gaining once a cyst burst but I haven't been able to lose that weight. Since 9/1/07--- I am up 11 pounds. Now, sometimes with my cycle I can gain 12 so it is within that but it is a number that I haven't seen on the scale in a long time. Eating hasn't been great but I also have eaten 33,000 extra calories over the last 25 days either. But, it is there... and it is real. Dammit!

I haven't been back to see my endo because going to his office is stressful. He is in the same practice as my GP right now and their office personnel are just annoying. I have received the wrong refill of meds at least 3 times and everything is a big drama. If I need bloodwork paperwork it is just the end of the world. It is stressful just thinking about making the appt and having to go so guess what? I haven't gone. I need to switch but work has been so crazy it has been hard to find five minutes in the workday let alone the 15 or more I would need to go through all the new patient questions and such. What about right now you say? Aaa well, it is 5:30am and no dr's office I know is open now.

Breathe... Breathe.